I watched you … and I wondered
I wondered what you would do, what you would say
if I asked for an hour of your time.
I wondered if you’d laugh in my face,
or if you’d look me up and down.
I wondered if you like that kind of girl
the kind that says ‘I want you here and now’.
I looked at you … and I wondered.
Then I turned away
because it wouldn’t be the same.
If I had you in room for an hour, you would wait for me.
You would sit, and you would watch
and you would ask me why I brought you there.
And that’s not what I want from you.
I want you to touch me, to move me, to feel me…
and then … to fill me.
I want you to take me like a lady.
And if I had told you the words of my mind…
If I had asked you for a room and an hour…
You wouldn’t come looking for a lady.
You’d come in looking for a …
… a …
a thing that I’m not.
A thing I could never be…
even if I tried.