♫ Last Christmas I gave you my heart ♫
♫ And the very next day, you gave it away. ♫
I always thought the song was sappy.
Like when you sing a song that says
♫ I’m over you! ♫
♫ I don’t need you anymore! ♫
Yet the very fact you sang it means you’re not …
If you were, you wouldn’t sing.
Last Christmas, I gave myself to you. 
Or maybe, in some ways,
You gave me to me.
You showed yourself to me,
and you showed myself to me.
Through your eyes, I saw me as I really am.
But now I feel my gift is gone
Because you’re gone.
You gave to me the gift of … me!
And then you walked away
Taking all that ‘me’ with you.
I used to be a goldfish.
Safe behind the glass,
Staring at the world outside,
But never once daring
Or wanting to join.
At least until you came.
Now you’re gone
And I splash inside a bucket,
Waiting for the Fish Tank Master
To plop me back into the pool
Where I belong.
♫ Cold ♫ Crossfade ♫