I consider myself a loner. I do my own thing and rarely follow the crowd. Except during Princess’ five-month check -up when I realised that all the other kids had shaved off their baby hair, and figured maybe it’s a health thing, so I promptly got a pair of scissors and snipped off the pretty curly locks. Le sigh. It grew back though, less curly, and more red than black, but still pretty.
Anyway, point is, I’m lucky in the sense that I don’t feel the need to ‘fit in’, so I’m pretty safe from peer pressure, negative or otherwise. Granted I occasionally get an attack of the Joneses, where I look at what my friends have achieved, and begin to question why I haven’t done XYZ, but that’s once-once … mara moja-moja tu.
I do have a weaknesses that covers that, so to speak. Sort of like my chakra.
A few days a go I had no idea what chakra was, except that it involved a skeleton and coloured balls. But I now know that my sacral chakra is healthy, my navel chakra is under-used, and that as a result my throat chakra has overcompensated. In other words, I’m cold and I talk too much, but my sex drive is just right.
Also, my third-eye and root chakra readings suggest I spend too much time inside my own head, and that I over-fantasize and am prone to hallucinations, and possibly paranoia. Interesting.
My heart and crown chakras are almost fine, so I am allegedly semi-friendly and partly-wise, but very in-assertive, and quite possibly passive aggressive.
Where do these people get these things … and how can they be so uncannily accurate? Creepy.
But I digress. My point was that while I don’t generally flow with the current, there are certain people that I like and whose company I enjoy. It is important to me that these people like me, so I sometimes contort myself to ridiculous proportions to maintain their idea of me. And contortion can be a very difficult and painful experience. Especially when you’re a dunce at yoga.
Le double sigh.
Now why did I get into chakras again? Oh, right. I realise that in line with my … um … contortioning, and my overactive throat thingie, I tend to let slip things that I should not let slip. And by the time the throat is exhausted, the damage is done. Words, unlike legos, are not things you can take back.
So I’m thinking maybe my likéd ones should just stop telling me things. At least until I learn to shut my big trap…
In the meantime, please don’t be mad. I didn’t mean any harm. Honest. 🙁
Off to do some meditating to fix my chakra. It even shows me how to hum. Yay!
♫ The first cut is the deepest ♫ Sheryl Crow ♫
16 thoughts on “My blessing, my curse?”
[You reminded me of Pepe le Pew, the old Looney Tunes Frenchlish-speaking skunk who, exhausted after chasing the cat (hmmm… I just now figured that out) would be like:
“..le puff, le pant…” Had me LMAO.]
Yeah, wish we could take words back. And it’s the searing ones that are never forgotten.
Pepe le Pew rocks. Had to look up chakras as I never heard of it. Definitely no such thing so your safe from it.
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